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Missing you  / Danielle And Kristina (Aunt and cousin )  Read >>
Missing you  / Danielle And Kristina (Aunt and cousin )
Another end to yet another trip and I really missed you. Said goodbye to Emily on the phone, since she is away at college!, and enjoyed yet another lovely meal cooked by your mama with Rina and Devyn. Missed you the whole time, but then again , I always miss you. Close
thanks / Super Rina Kop (sister)  Read >>
thanks / Super Rina Kop (sister)
without you picking on me all those years i never would have learned to defend myself! i hope i made you proud today. i miss and love you so much Close
thanks / Super Rina (sister)  Read >>
thanks / Super Rina (sister)
without you picking on me all those years i never would have learned to defend myself! i hope i made you proud today. i miss and love you so much Close
Thinking of you!  / Jordyn (cousin)  Read >>
Thinking of you!  / Jordyn (cousin)

stevie

So today I got really homesick because I have been away from family for so long because im away at college. Its been a rough day and I began to look at pictures. I ran into a bunch of old photos of you and baby rina when I was little and just wanted to say that I miss you. I love you so much and one day we will all be together again! love you stevie and thank you for watching over the family. love love love

 Jordy

 

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Dream / Danielle (Aunt)  Read >>
Dream / Danielle (Aunt)

I dreamed of you last night...it was your mother and I at a big shopping mall someplace that I am not sure of.  We were walking around together and you were so tall I had to look up at you.  I was crying uncontrollably and your mother was so happy she was glowing.  We both knew that if we touched you that you would go away but the urge to hug you was unbearable.  Then we were riding on the escalator and you said something to me but I woke up before I could hear you. 

The weird thing is that I had a really bad day yesterday and I went to bed feeling pretty lousy.  I woke up with a new attitude and am feeling better.

Thank you Steven...I miss you.

 

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I miss you.  / Emily Kopchinski (Little Sister )  Read >>
I miss you.  / Emily Kopchinski (Little Sister )

I forgive and forget our fights.

I reminisce those happy memorys.

I think about all the times i said i hated you and wish i never did.

I love you so much and want you to be here

To protect me to be my hero.... my big brother

When i need you the most</3

Steven i miss you so much and i never go a day without thinking of you. Its hard when poeple ask if i have siblings because i know im gonna get sad and cry inside when i tell them you passed away. I hide my emotions from the world so they think im strong. But its just so hard because you were only around unti i was 7. But you willl always be my big brother.

I love you.

 

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sorry man  / William Bethel (Friend)  Read >>
sorry man  / William Bethel (Friend)
I'm sorry Steve I was away....... but I still think of you brother Close
fire and rain  / Rina Marie Jr   Read >>
fire and rain  / Rina Marie Jr
Just yesterday morning they let me know you were gone
Susanne the plans they made put an end to you
I walked out this morning and I wrote down this song
I just can't remember who to send it to

I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you again

Won't you look down upon me Jesus
You've got to help me make a stand
You've just got to see me through another day
My body's aching and my time is at hand
And I won't make it any other way

Oh I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you again

Been walking my mind to an easy time my back turned towards the sun
Lord knows when the cold wind blows it'll turn your head around
Well there's hours of time on the telephone line to talk about things
to come
Sweet dreams and flying machines in pieces on the ground

Oh I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you baby one more time again now

Thought I'd see you one more time again
There's just a few things coming my way this time around now
Thought I'd see you thought I'd see you fire and rain now Close
blah / Rina Jr (duh)  Read >>
blah / Rina Jr (duh)
so i've been using your mach3 razor since you passed. (you know i loved it and you'd yell if i used it). not the blade of course.. but the other day i dropped the razor in the shower and it basically broke. i started crying... over a razor.

i cried over this razor when i almost lost it down the shore a few years ago at aunt mar's place when i broke it last week and tonight when i just replaced it. i think all i have left is a couple tshirts. memories are all i really have as the years pass. and i hate it. i hate only having memories.

guess ill see you in my dreams.. later jerk

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Happy Birthday  / Danielle (aunt)  Read >>
Happy Birthday  / Danielle (aunt)
Well, here it is again.  At a time when we are suppose to be celebrating your birth, we are mourning your death.  I will not, however,  mourn your life, and so I will spend the day celebrating it.  I am going to appreciate my memories and share some special ones about you with my kids today; memories that I have held dear to my heart for what feels like forever.  I have felt your presence alot more lately.  The older Tyler gets the more he reminds me of you. Little things, like the way he holds his head when he looks out the window of the car, or an expression on his face that looks exactly like an expression I saw on your face so many times.  I sometimes feel like I can see you in him.  Maybe it is because he is about the age you were when I spent the summers with you, maybe it is my mind playing tricks on me, but I know in my heart it is at least in part because you are here with us in so many ways.  I feel so badly that I cannot be with  your Dad and the girls on your birthday to help them do whatever it is they want to do.  I want to be there to show them that I have not forgotten how important you still are in the world and to this family.  I will have to settle for the second best thing and do this my own way.  I am surpised at how mad I still am that you had to leave us and every time I hear of a death of a young person I instantly grieve for the family that is left behind.  I think that is the hardest part of all of this.  Not that you are in such a perfect place, but that we are left here to go on without the bright shining light that you brought to the people who love you the most.  I miss you Steven and I will be carrying you with me for the rest of my time here on earth. Close
Thinking of you....  / Danielle Johnson (aunt)  Read >>
Thinking of you....  / Danielle Johnson (aunt)
Our hearts split in two the moment you left us.  One side was filled with memories, the other died with you.  We often lay awake at night when the world is fast asleep and take a walk down memory lane with tears upon our cheeks.  Remembering you is easy, we do it every day; but missing you is a heartache that never goes away.  We hold you tightly within our hearts and there you will remain; you see, life has gone on without you and will never be the same.... Close
Time goes by  / Danielle Johnson (aunt)  Read >>
Time goes by  / Danielle Johnson (aunt)

I can't believe it is almost four years ago...seems like forever and at the same time it feels like yesterday.  I think of you often and I know you visit me sometimes.  We never really ever say goodbye-I remember when you guys used to come and visit and I would come out there; we would always say "we aren't saying goodbye-just see you later!"  It was suppose to make us feel better, but it never really did.  That is how I feel now.  I will see you again, but it doesn't make the departure feel any less painful.  I love you and your beautiful soul.

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forever and always  / Amy &. Anthony &. Selena Mazzarella (Buds)  Read >>
forever and always  / Amy &. Anthony &. Selena Mazzarella (Buds)

Amy > Dearest Steven thou we never got a chance to meet I want you to know I got to know alot about you threw your friend Ant and your mom  your beautiful sisters and U dad. I know now and Understand the the true meaning of why all this has come about. and the fact remains that you will always be loved sweetheart always and forever. Thou we may not be able to touch or feel u we know ur love is all around us like the wind your cant touch it or hold on to it but u cant feel it all around u and I want you too know sweetheart that I will always love you and Be there for your family cause in a way there like my family as well but I want you to know I love you sweetheart take care of all our loved ones up there and those who will be shortly take care I'll let ant say a few words P.s. Selena Smiles and Says she loves u uncle steven in her own little way Please steven Between u my grandmom and my brother selena will always be protected thanks again Love u lots......

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This christmas  / Baby Rina (sister)  Read >>
This christmas  / Baby Rina (sister)
and every Christmas since you've passed
just doesn't seem the same
doesn't feel completely like Christmas anymore without you. Close
A Little Poem Just For You  / Baby Emily (sister)  Read >>
A Little Poem Just For You  / Baby Emily (sister)
Do you look down at me in the night
Do you see my candle burning so big and so bright
The candle I burn that reminds me of you
The candle I hope that you would burn too.
Not a day goes by where I don't think of you
hoping that you'd come back so the days won't be blue.
I feel no one understands me, apart from you.
I go to your grave expecting a response
to the pointless questions I can't get across.
Though sometimes In my mind I forget that you're dead
but I'll make sure you keep living in my head
I love you so much it makes me so sad
that I can't hear you say it back - the one thing that would make me glad.
You probably think I'm silly when we didn't even know each other
But to me you'll always be my bro.
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what it's like....  / Rina (Mom)  Read >>
what it's like....  / Rina (Mom)

     I had a dream last night.  Steven was about 4 or 5 years old.  We were watching TV in a house with some people.  It was time to go and he got up and left before I could get up and leave.  I went outside, it was dark, and I started yelling his name, looking everywhere for him, walking around the block, my heart beating faster and faster,  "Steven...Steven!"  After what seemed like an eternity of looking for him, I realized he was gone.  My heart breaks and I sink to my knees. 
    At that moment I awake, thinking immediately that it was only a dream, whew!  And then the next second, realizing no, it is not a dream, he is really gone.  Tears roll down my face, I wipe them away, get up and slowly let my day take over and begin living again.  As a mother, I am sure we all have these kind of dreams about our children, we just naturally always worry about them, we love them.  For mothers who have lost their children, we learn to live with that constant feeling of agony and our hearts yearn for the day we get to see our beautiful children once again! 

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